Movin' on up

So, things have finally fallen into place. I accepted a position at Nationwide on Thursday and I couldn't be more excited. I am finally getting down to DSM like I wanted to. I am getting away from Hell aka Scheels and working in what I consider the 'real world'.

Accepting the position does come with mixed feelings. I am glad to get down there and start a new job, but not too thrilled to be moving in with Trent AND his parents. I hate not having my own space. I have my own room, but it is just not the same. It will be great to save money though, which is how I have to look at the situation.
I am excited to move near a city that has a lot going on but sad to be leaving my friend Jamfla. No more random Kohl's runs or trips to HyVee. No more nasally singing in the car or talking like a poof girl. I guess this is all apart of growing up.

Here's to starting a new chapter.

AHHH...

So, I am stressed to the max right now. It seems as though the saying, "When it rains, it pours" is right. Now in this situation it is not a bad thing, just somewhat stressful. Let me break it down for you.

Within the past few days I have been offered a position at Scheels in DSM and have had an interview with Nationwide. These are all good things, but then it causes me to stress about what I should do. I am a people pleaser (which will be discussed in a later blog) and hate disappointing people. This is where the problem starts. I feel as though I have to please everyone else and their needs before I even start pleasing mine.

I think that part of me would like to stay with Scheels because it is comfortable, but at the same time I know that even with the raise in pay they said they would give me it wouldn't be enough to save like I want to. Then there is Nationwide. It is a new job that would allow me to learn new skills and meet new people. Yet, new jobs make me anxious which lead to anxiety attacks. There is just no winning with me.

I don't want to let anyone down. I really need to start thinking about my needs more. Any suggestions?

This should tide you over...

So...I have been bugged and nagged to get on this whole blogging thing. I was even given a list of topics that I could blog about. So I guess I will have to start with those, as soon as my mom goes back to Montana I PROMISE to blog!!

Expect one Sunday! =)